I'm starting this blog, at the end of my rope, trying to figure out who I am and why I have allowed myself to get to the place that I am. I am a 27 year old woman, a happily married wife, and proud mother of 2 boys. I have family that loves me and friends that support me.
Yet, I have allowed my bad habits to become addictions. Addictions that have taken over my life and hurt my family -and myself. I admit it, I have an addiction. Not to what you'd normally associate with an addiction. I've never smoked a cigarette, never took a sip of an alcoholic beverage in my life. My addiction is to food.
Food makes me happy. Food comforts me. Food lifts my spirits when I'm down. Food excites me.
I need food when I'm bored. I need food when I'm sad. I need food when I have something to celebrate.
Food fills some kind of void in my life... But what I'm trying to figure out is what that void is. After all, I am a happily married wife and proud mother of 2 healthy boys. Shouldn't that be enough?
If you find yourself reading this blog, don't be expecting a "How To Lose Weight" kind of thing. I'm writing this blog to be more of a "How To Find Myself" kind of thing. I am almost mortified to begin knowing that I'll be forcing myself to post embarrassing pictures, display disgusting numbers, and share intimate feelings. But if this doesn't work, what else will?
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